I want to tear my thorn away  The shadow of my end  Once more I see less than yesterday  The vision escapes     I cry for oblivion  The obscure image embracing me  Alone I can't heal what once was scarred  Still reminder     Slowly - I spread myself open  Willing - To float through this rain  Slowly - This emptiness is turning to pain  Again - I draw back in fear     Deep inside me something always screams  But I hide it all under my skin  I wouldn't want to masquerade  Deep inside me something always screams  But I just keep myself still  I can't care of anything anymore     Injured by a blade of black  As I tear my chest open     Take this dream I hold  It's cracked and it tears me  Take it as I hold up for you  I don't want it anymore     Maybe I've just always been  The one to await the dawn shall not rise  I don't want to be  To exist in the world of lies