Sprung from total emptiness  Inpenetratable and cold  I'm drawn into the gray  And then only darkness     I can hear the rain again  And feel the fragrance of fall  I can remember the summer no more  Seems like it never was  I try to run back where I came from  But I fail  The gate closes in front of me  Now already earlier than yesterday     Raging tempest has reached me  I'm no longer safe  The beauty I saw  It can't hold me now  The more I walk, the more I stray  Long strides in the garden of a withering flower  Trying becomes hard  And hope unnecessary     I'm willing to curse my past, curse my dream  With which my demons now dance with me  The one now taken away  I'm led away  Like blind     The beauty I saw  It can't fade forever  I will take into me the cold kiss of reality  I will find a way