Lying, to myself and you   Deny, no one has a clue  Using, I do drugs all day   Keeping, the pain away     They will never know  I have lost my sense  I have it under control   That's what I tell my friends    What have I done to me  To my friends and family  This is pure fucking hell   I must kill myself    Soon they all will say   You need to be put away   I'm getting fucking close  Dying by an overdose    No one knows, I do coke  I do smack, I do smoke  I do dust, I do pills  For myself, no one else    Addiction (x5)    Denial