Heaven is closer now today  The sound is in my ears  I can't believe the things you say  They echo what I fear  Twisting the bones until they snap  I scream but no one knows  You say I'm familiar cold to touch  And then you turn and go    Feels like heaven...    See how we planned for saddened eyes  And tears to pave the way  I fought the fever as I knew  My hair returned to grey  Study your face and fade the frame  Too close for comfort now  We can recall the harmony  That lingered but turned sour    Feels like heaven...    You wanted all I had to give  See me I feel, see me I live