I disappoint myself when I'm disappointing you  My sin won't seem to wash away yet I seek the truth  The saving grace that I see just can't apply to me  Jesus gave his life for me from sin I am set free    I wonder if you'll carry me to heaven up above  I am so very lonely as I travel down this road  I wonder if you'll carry me to heaven up above  I just can't seem to make it on my own    Jesus stopping by to see if I'm alive  My house is not so ready yet so please see where I hide  Carry me oh Jesus the mile that I can't go  Pour your love all over me oh so I may know    I wonder if you'll carry me to heaven up above  I am so very lonely as I travel down this road  I wonder if you'll carry me to heaven up above  I just can't seem to make it on my own