I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation.  There's so much shit around me.  Such a lack of compassion.   I thought it would be all fun and games (would be fun and games).  Instead it's all the same (it's all the same).  I want something to do.  Need to feel the sickness in you.     I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not  again.  It's quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make  me bad.    All I'll do is look for you.  I know your fix, you need it to  Just to get some sort of attention, attention.    What does it mean to you?  For me it's something I just do.  I want something.  I need to feel the sickness in you  .   I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not  again.  It's quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make  me bad.     I feel the reason as it's leaving me, no, not  again.  It's quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make  me bad.     Does it make me bad?