Used to wanna live in the movies  Wanna have people pay to see me  Wanna have soundtrack when I walk    I Used to wanna live on the big screen   win academy awards for my big scene  Always end up with the girl of my dreams    But the truth is a different story  It's not what God has for me  And I will never say I'm sorry, no  Cause I have seen his glory, now    I pray to God, yea,every day  Get down on my knees and learn how to pray  'Cause I can't hold to   Save myself  It's up to you, Lord, yea, and nobody else    I Used to wanna be that kind of guy  Lookin' real cool   Goin' out every Friday night  Always lookin' real fly in a brand new car  Well I guess I'm just a "Holy Spirit junkie"  Some say I am a "social flunkie"  But if I was Titanic they never would have sunk me    Cause my lifejacket has been paid for  By the blood of the cross  And I feel no loss  'Cause I know Jesus paid my cost, and     I pray to God, yea,every day  get down on my knees and learn how to pray'  cause I can't hold to   Save myself  It's up to you Lord, yea, and nobody else    I think, Sometimes  I can't do it on my own  And I'm all alone  And sometimes,  When I don't know what to do  I give it up to you  And you always get me through    And I pray to God, yea,every day  Get down on my knees and learn how to pray'  'Cause I can't hold to   Save myself    No, no  Gonna pray  Gonna pray    Cause I can't hold to save myself   It's up to you lord  And nobody else