Verse One:  Where has my life gone, living is so hard  God, won't you help, this has gone to far  Insults, ecploitations, it all hurts me  You have not helped, so how can you be  Jesu Cristo, thank you so much  I fell and surrendered, lost my evil touch  Fell towards the sky, but I still hate life  All I want is to, end all of this strife    Chorus:  I don't want to stay down, I want back my life  I am trusting you, to take away my strife  I am in a sad world, my life plainly sucks  I want to be falling up, lord, please change my luck    Verse Two:  I am trying so hard, to believe you exist  I am a target, of ignorance and bliss  I try to praise you, music is my prayer  Few people like me, but I know you care  My arms are reaching, to put you in my heart  But look around, my whole life is dark    CHORUS X 2