eternitity is pressed against my eyelids   by brittle fists that i cannot avoid   and though each fingers grip has been relentless   the moments they just keep on slipping by   and i am now aware that i haven't always had been at this moment   sat me there sitting by the fire and blue waiting for you   and though ive been expected   i've never quite accepted that the fire had suddenly gone out      the hands will fall away, the pain appeal   the trees will say its okay   cause i'm scared that theres no answer   cause i'm scared theres no dreamers   in this life of mine there is only time   the illusion of which is gone      all my words are spread across the canvas   no one's seemed to see the things i say   and those these eyes were once those of an artist failure has relieved me of a face   and i am now aware that i am only the brushstrokes on the headstone of a man that never lived   and this oh this, is this, a life that i have failed and i hoped to be forgiven      the fire had suddenly gone out   the hands will fall away, the pain appeal   the trees will say its okay   cause i'm scared that theres no answer   cause i'm scared theres no dreamers   in this life of mine there is only time   the illusion of which is gone      so what is left   waiting to be a man   i hanged myself to the guilt to the end   with your eyes open you stand standing still   we got a lot to say, got a lot to do   boys are in the street   they just want to do what they want   we dont care how