Would you believe in me now?    I've left the past behind and my feelings even farther.    Pushing away from the days when numbness was my friend and blindness kept me silent.    Standing tall, fists clenched tight, biding time.    Giving away everything from you.    Let's go home.    I can believe in me now.    Confessions on the phone.    Open hearts on the table.    Watching you leaving me now.    Swallowing pride again.    Choking back.    Holding back.    How long?    I don't know.    This for life, this for life.    'Til the end I know.