I'm letting go until I find another way that I can numb myself.    I'm tired of the way I live and I can not be predjudiced against the people I despise 'cause I will never live like them and I am done explaining why I act the way I always do.    Cause everything I ever say just keeps reminding me of leaving you.    Letting go.    I'll look away.    It's the end of the day.    I'll say goodnight.    But I won't mean a word of it.    I'm letting go.