I wish that this light would stay red   So I could stay here   I wish I could stay out this long   Analyzing the things in my head   To make it clearer   Thinking of a night gone wrong      I go to bed every night feeling empty   And I don't know what to do to fix my state   I haven't felt like writing anything in a long itme   I'm feeling like I don't believe in fate      I'm trying so damn hard    To cleanse myself of aything I can   I cannot bare to see you fall   I cannot bare to see at all      I gotta get myself far away from here   So I can figure out what's going on   Everyday is the same boring day that came before   I don't know if I'll miss it when its gone      I'm trying so damn hard   To cleanse myself of anything I can   I cannot bare to see you fall   I cannot bare to see at all      I wish that this light would stay red   So we could be here   So I don't have to take you home   Searching for a friendship that won't end in failure   I'm finding that I'm driving back alone      I'm trying so damn hard   To cleanse myself of anything I can   I cannot bare to see you fall    I cannot bare to see at all