laughing and crying   when a part of you is dying   you won't not coming back   try to hide my fascination,   livin' up your expectations   oh my life was tough      made up my mind   run to the outside   breath a little life      mama do you hear me   your son just needs a prayer   mama do you hear me   and i know that you will care    my life seems to fade .... away   the edge of the blade      mom i think i'm going insane   i won't end up in these chains   with my back against the wall   when i touched the holy ground   there's a call i'm just hellbound   but i'm waiting for your fall      a certain situation   for my bad reputation   fighting your damnation      mama do you hear me   your son just needs a prayer   mama do you hear me   and i know that you will care    my life seems to fade .... away   the edge of the blade