I still remember the feeling that I got   When I stood by and watched it end   Never never again      You keep around what you don't need   There's something funny there   And you always ask for more   Just thought I'd stop and say hello   Cuz tomorrow you might be dead   Obsession turned ugly instead      Can ya see my face in lights   I'm afraid to close my eyes   Inside, I lied   (It's something that you'll never understand)      Of course it wasn't all so bad   I learned a lot from it   I shut a lot of doors   Just walked away without a clue   Not knowing what to do   Next time I guess I'll be prepared      This time I guarantee the best that I   can offer myself get out of this shell   start living like I'm like still alive   One dream at a time