Who I am   I don’t know   But I’m searching to find it   I stand before the looking glass   But there’s a jaded reflection of me   I try to be   I try to see   But I feel nothing but darkness      To trust in lies is suicide   It’s just a jaded messiah   The face I see is no longer me   It’s just your jaded messiah      What this means is unclear to me,   But I’m trying to swallow   Your damn disease is corrupting me   I kill the pain with the T-H-C   I try to be   I try to see   But I feel nothing but darkness…      To trust in lies is suicide   It’s just a jaded messiah   The face I see is no longer me   It’s just your jaded messiah      Life reads like porn to me   A fucked up philosophy ah-ha   We’re desensitized   Garbage in and garbage out   The mans got a lot of clout ah-ha   It makes me mad… it makes me mad      To trust in lies is suicide   It’s just a jaded messiah   The face I see is no longer me   It’s just your jaded messiah