in my cave i ache and crave your company    waiting on precious son to come to me    im so lonely but you hold me in my mind    love and miss me    hug and kiss me all the time    how could i love anyone    why do i ruin everything i touch everything i see everything for her everything in me everything i love everything i need    dont you bother loving father with my soul    im the one who does not want to be made whole    im so lonely but its only in my mind    still yoiu kiss me    say youll miss me all the time    i need you to come into my open heart    i need you when all i do falls apart    im so lonely but you told me not to cry    keep on saying heavens waiting when i die    so long    its so long    with you dancing every chance at love was in my sights...