My presence of mind   Gave away the route to find   Incessant self-discipline... And I took it to my heart   In return it besieged all my emotions   In return it raped my consciousness   Can no longer tell if this is my voice   Or the thing deep inside of me      WILL I EVER FIND MY REFUGE NOW   EVER KNOW MYSELF AGAIN   WILL I EVER LEARN TO TREASURE THE ONES I CARE FOR   EVERYONE LEAVES IN THE END   DOESN'T MATTER HOW HARD YOU HOLD ON   DOESN'T MATTER HOW MUCH YOU DRAIN YOUR HEART FOR      Trust kill on my mind      How do you define   The infestation of mine   How do you define   A Invocation of a fallen...      Searching for something better   Will I ever find something better?      All that's left of me are counterfeit emotions   All that's left of me is an artificial soul   Even so a black void in this synthetic core   Will always mark where, where the heart used to beat...