Please kill me in my sleep so I get stuck in my dreams   I'll keep exhaling the rime of my chaotic harmony   But the wrecked parts of that ship keep floating in   So I see, this time was never made for me... Never wanted you to know what was inside of me   And all the things I ever wanted was things I had before      MAKING MY WAY TO HEAVEN THROUGH A THOUSAND MILES OF HELL   AND YOUR ABSENCE BOUGHT ME TIME TO BREAK FROM MY MIND      Every time I slept with you I made sure that   There was no ice pick hidden in the sheets of the bed   But my feelings for you are wearing out   It's a strife, still you're the sundown of my life      Everything is lost   Everything is gone   The shadows from the past   Is watching over me   Consuming me…