(Jamie Madrox)    On the windows in my mind at night    There's some things going on, some of them are not right    I've been locked in this house, in this abusive home    No one is there on the couch and I'm alone    Inside of my head, things are unclear    I don't rely on the person I see in the mirror    And I don't die for the chance to be standing right here    Sometimes I'm a smart ass when being sincere       (Monoxide Child)    I see everything's flashing, I wish it would stop    There's just something that makes me so nervous about cops    All their pushing and shoving and macing my eyes    It will only keep burning this hate that's inside of me    Kicking me, kicking me just for the fun    And all I keep on thinking is "Go for his gun!"    To protect and to serve are the words you should heed    And if you don't, we're gonna watch you bleed       (Chorus)    Wondering Why? (Why?)    Not giving up (No)    Nothing can break me    Wondering Why? (Why?)    Not giving up (No)    Nothing can make me    Wondering Why? (Why?)    Not giving up (No)    Nothing can save me    Wondering Why? (Why?)    Not giving up (No)    Nothing can change me       (Monoxide Child)    She loves me and hates me, it's all just the same    But I can hear her screaming and yelling my name    Now her face is all blue and her eyes are all red    From the drugs that she keeps on popping    Instead of me helping I'm learning and pushing away    The visions and memories of things she would say    They keep coming and flashing so I keep on laughing    Bitch, you never should've fucked my boy       (Jamie Madrox)    I'm in touch with my fear, that's why I stay afraid    And I'll stay that way until night turns to day    And them nice words you say will slowly mutate    And become the better part of you we all love to hate    And well, speaking of fate, I'm trying to relate    To the ever growing destiny and it's amazing shape    They tell me I'm straight and then diss me all day    There's a website debate, was it all a mistake?       (Chorus)    Wondering Why? (Why?)    Not giving up (No)    Nothing can break me    Wondering Why? (Why?)    Not giving up (No)    Nothing can make me    Wondering Why? (Why?)    Not giving up (No)    Nothing can save me    Wondering Why? (Why?)    Not giving up (No)    Nothing can change me       (Monoxide Child)    It just keeps calling me, whispers my name    All alone I was sitting down in the darkness again    All my friends, they are dead but remain in my head    So I truly believe that they are all my enemy    Telling me why, and I'll tell the sky    That Hell is all real and that Heaven's a fantasy    Capture me mentally nothing substantially evident    Except that my head's a little fucked up       (Chorus x2)    Wondering Why? (Why?)    Not giving up (No)    Nothing can break me    Wondering Why? (Why?)    Not giving up (No)    Nothing can make me    Wondering Why? (Why?)    Not giving up (No)    Nothing can save me    Wondering Why? (Why?)    Not giving up (No)    Nothing can change me