(Madrox)   You know that you can't buy your way into heaven   All those things that you say   With no feelings are you pretending to be   When you try to be like them becoming less of you somehow   And all the while in need of so many friends      (Monoxide)   But it just doesn't seem right, it doesn't feel good inside   Some how you just wanna pause, are people living to die   But it's just all an illusion and it's as real as can be   I'm in a state of confusion, the change is still happening      How can I change my life when all I have is pain   Inside of me for all to see   I'm gonna break my mind and try and smile again   Outside of me for all to see      (Madrox)   The feelings that you feel keep you from being yourself   You've become so wrapped up in your dirty world of   Power and wealth you think you can have it all   If you want it bad enough and that's probably true   That's why there's so much hatred bottled up alive in you      (Monoxide)   But it just doesn't seem right, it doesn't feel good inside   Some how you just wanna pause, are people living to die   But it's just all an illusion and it's as real as can be   I'm in a state of confusion, the change is still happening      How can I change my life when all I have is pain   Inside of me for all to see   I'm gonna break my mind and try and smile again   Outside of me for all to see      How can I change my life when all I have is pain   Inside of me for all to see   I'm gonna break my mind and try and smile again   Outside of me for all to see      How can I change my life when all I have is pain   Inside of me for all to see   I'm gonna break my mind and try and smile again   Outside of me for all to see      How can I change my life when all I have is pain   Inside of me for all to see   I'm gonna break my mind and try and smile again   Outside of me for all to see