Days slip from my hands like sand through an hourglass.   Satisfaction fades from my soul as I burn out of control.   I fight to pass each day by but I fall deep into the trap that binds my spirit down and keeps me held back.   Time just drifts by but I feel nothing at all. I wish that I could grab something to keep me from this fall.   I feel so fucking powerless I just wish that I could break free from this tug-of-war,from this monotony.   Im caught in a stalemate with no open doors.   There is no way out as time grinds me down.