it's not that fact that you walked away   or how your silhouette began to fade   it's everything that you held of me   it fell when you became dead to me   in the middle of that day, a burden lost was a burden gained   i never thought the world would end on a saturday   at 3:15 when she looked down and told me   you're not enough and i doubt you ever will be   you sing sad songs and you're dying ever evening   it's the taste that you leave on my tongue   one more question, one more answer is all i want   to get out of you   and i'll be happy as long as you tell the truth      so congratulations, you've just lost everything   cauterize my eyes cause you're not worth the bleeding   distance make syou nothing more than   a hollow shell of all i once adored   i've prayed for this moment for so long now   i never thought it'd be that day   i can't help but relive every word...   every word you said      it never stops, if not you, it'd be someone else   it's such a dangerous thing when i'm left to myself   i'm left to question the state of my mental health   my own devises have turned against themselves   you were a replacement for a stand-in for the    first one who saved me   from a stand-in for a replacement of the first   one who stabbed me in the back   in the back of my head i see you and you're happy   as i sit here and drown in this sarcastic apathy   what the fuck am i to say   as if 3 small words could really change anything   but they do and that's what this is all about   you said them and you tried to stop them in your mouth   but they came out