Another night I'm coming home   Without a shred of faith in anybody   Except in myself   And even there I've got my doubts      We talked all night, and forced our lives   And views on everybody   But nothing seems to be moving anywhere,   Or have I just lost the route?      I'm feeling broke inside   I choke a cry and hope to die   What the hell am I doing here?   I think I wasted a whole year      Another fight, another black eye   Turn your back and walk away    Sleepwalk though history and then you go and disappear      All this despite the fact you clalimed   We'd never ever go astray   But if elm city burns tonight I don't think I'd shed a tear      I'm feeling broke inside   I choke a cry and hope to die   What the hell am I doing here?   I think I wasted a whole year      She calls me on the telephone    She's been drunk for three weeks straight    And her voice starts to quiver and my faith starts to shake   And for all I fucking care why don't you drink yourself to death    ‘Cause after all that I've lost you know I'm all   That I've got left      The snow falls white   There’s not a sound, it covers all our old hypocrisies   And with borders gone, I forgot which side I'm on      You talk of rights   As though we truly knew democracy   But tonight I just can't buy it   Tonight my ideals are long time gone       I'm feeling broke inside   I choke a cry and hope to die   What the hell am I doing here?   I think I wasted a whole year      She calls me on the telephone    She's been drunk for three weeks straight    And her voice starts to quiver and my faith starts to shake   And for all I fucking care why don't you drink yourself to death    ‘Cause after all that I've lost you know I'm all   That I've got left