I knew that today would be the worst day of my life   When I woke up without you by my side.      And I know that life can be unfair,   And I shouldn't complain.   That somebody has it worse off   Somewhere far away.      And everybody believes in some greater thing.   Whether that be an idol, or a supreme being.      But I have got nobody. And nobody's me.   Well I'm told that I have Jesus Christ,   But who the fuck believes?   And I don't want no pearly gates   To open up when I die.   No, I just want to go to sleep   In the ground where I'll lie.      I decided long ago   To fall in love with you.   But that did not work out.   And now there's nothin' to do.      And I have got nobody. And nobody's me.   And I'm told that I have the Father,   But who the fuck believes?   And I don't want no pearly gates   To open up when I die.   No, I just want to go to sleep   Never see another sunrise.      Yeah, and I have got nobody. And nobody's me.   And I'm told I've got the Holy Ghost.   But who the fuck believes?   And I don't want to greet the great   St. Peter when I die.   No, I just want to go to sleep   When I close my eyes.