Raindrops are falling on my shoulder   I've fought the battles of a soldier   one day you'll come back and find me   now that I've put the past behind me   then you'll see that I'm not half the man I used to be   I can see her face as I hallucinate   though she seems to fades so fast as senses dissipate   I see armies marching through the color red   so much space between my shoulders and my head   it was another part of me   an extension of my feelings   and though it seems   so mockingly   she holds the Ottawa treaty   when she comes to carry me   will she notice that I'm lighter   will she empathize my pain   will she identify with me   raindrops are falling on my shoulders   every breath I grow much older   I know my lover is an angel   kiss me and save me from my final hell   raindrops soak my shoulder seems so out of place   as the storm grows closer soon it hits my face   raindrops are falling on my shoulder   soon I'll fade away.