Barely alive cause I´m dead on the inside barely alive cause I´m dead barely alive cause I´m dead on the inside barely alive cause I´m dead...       FUCK       Sleepless and I feel this helpless within this illness keep this in the darkness kill this but I want this       So here I go again tryna numb my pain cut a little deeper but it feels the same close my eyes and I see the light wide awake I pretend that I... will survive, mouth is dry shed my skin and I don´t know why can´t escape cause there ain't no use I love my self abuse       Shameless and I blame this own this because I chose this hopeless and I know this need this but I loathe this       Repeat chorus       I love my self abuse i hate my self    Barely alive cause I´m dead on the inside barely alive cause I´m dead on the inside barely alive cause I´m dead    I love this self abuse, I hate this self abuse I love this self abuse, I hate this...       Hush little baby don´t you cry hush little baby don´t you cry DON´T YOU CRY!       Barely alive cause I´m dead on the inside barely alive cause I´m dead...FUCK!    barely alive cause I´m dead on the inside barely alive cause I´m dead... FLUX!!       CRUCIFIE