i'm stuck inside my mind   it's ugly what i find   you think that i'm so kind   this face has got you blind   the little girl will hide   so pretty on the outside   gonna burn and bleed   this hate is killing me   i stay awake till three   i'm drownin in my sleep   i know the flesh is weak   i pray my soul to keep   i suffocated with grief   this monster will not leave   my nightmare's just begun   i hate what iv'e become   cuz you made me   to break me   i'm daddy's little girl   my mommy's next to me   i'd rather kill myself   than go to therapy   why won't i shut my mouth?   cuz youv'e got eyes like me   why don't you shoot yourself   so someone dies for me   mommy!   cuz you made me   to hate me   i try to fight   but there's no use   guess i was built   for your abuse   bodies bruised   hands are cold   vicious thoughts i can't control   shed the demons   rid the past   slit my wrists   so they ask...   what is real? what is fake?   pray to god i don't break   father forgive me, for i have sinned   its been 2 weeks since my last confession   don't tell me what iv'e broken   you aint seen nothin yet   the glass just left me swollen   it's you i'm gonna get   are you afraid of me? i think you should be   i'd rather kill myself than let you make me bleed   i live in misery and sit there quietly   why don't you stab yourself   so someone dies for me   mommy   no i'm not happy now   you're still here next to me   i'd rather swallow shit   than you infecting me   i vomit constantly   while you apologize   why don't you kill yourself   so someone fuckin dies   mommy