I see the past  And what I was  I am closing in on her mellow light  She never stays the same    Was it last night or in my last life  You asked me if I was dreaming again  She never sounds the same  She never sounds the same    The moon is crossing the sky with fight  My seventh life is blazing away  Would she cry for me ?    This is not the time for understanding  This is not the time for asking who is to blame    Lost illusions  I said goodbye to the light, I was so hungry for life  Lost illusions  I said goodbye to the light, I was so hungry for life  I said goodbye to the light, I was so hungry for life    I see the past again  I close in your mellow light  She never stays the same  She never stays the same    Her music box is broken now  The show must go on  She never sounds the same  She never sounds the same    She promised me heaven  But she is giving hell  She can catch my dreams  But she can't kill dreamer    Would she cry for me ?