All these days aren't the same as yesterday  And my world keeps fading away  This rising feeling of emptiness  Like a dream dying inside of me    As if time was frozen whereas I abstain myself  As if other have given up whereas it's me who kept still    And this force it keeps me going  In pursuing to write my story  To find my way uncertain in this loneliness so lonely    I feel like I never going anywhere  These new experiences remind me of something else  When the choices are showing me  The differences between my life and what I've been longing for    And this force it keeps me going  In pursuing to write my story  To find my way uncertain in this loneliness so lonely    Accept the absurd  Endure the betrayal  Learning is painful  Oh lord slowly  I feel consuming my soul