I have got an idle little mind and a grateful attitude  Waiting patiently inside a subway on the move  Avoiding the eyes  I'm humming a song to the crippled among the healthy ones.    I step outside in the carbon dioxhyde like drifting off to sleep  Shameful, uneasy and delicate, appearantly not too bright or deep    I know I can do whatever I want to how ever cruel  What may seem like greed has nearly taken over me  Here I come like a sleepwalker down the street  I clear my throat position my mouth  I wanna kiss life...    In the house speakers beating my legs and arms around  Intoxication and free will in the righteous underground    Pleasure seekin' ignorance is not a subculture  I can't free my mind  I don't know what made me feel this way  Whatever you're thinking of it's not like I'm afraid    Behaving so good I am bound to get in trouble  With the truth, what can I say?  A seasickness makes me jump conclusions every single day  And I'm watching myself  Growing really funny on behalf of everybody else