I lost..I lied   I can't stand to see you smile   I crawled...I cried   And I know I need to   Get a grip Get a life Close the windows in my eyes   Change my view Change my vibe Say it's over 50 times   I beg...I bleed   You don't even miss me     Chorus:   I'M SO SAD THAT YOU'RE HAPPY   I CAN'T DRAG MYSELF TO GET PAST THE FACT THAT   I'M SO SAD THAT YOU'RE HAPPY   (but I) WISH I WAS   BIGGER THAN THAT...BIGGER THAN THAT     You shine You thrive   And you're still the nicest guy   You make me sick   Yeah you make me wanna   Find a fool Find a face Anyone to take your place   Pick a card Pick a fight Where the odds are on my side   You touch my face   But you won't even kiss me     CHORUS     Bridge: You left my motor running....You turn me on....     No more tears No more Calls   Take your pictures off the wall   Save my breath Save some cash   Throw your t-shirts in the trash   Get a grip Get a life Close the windows in my Eyes   Change my view Change my vibe   Say it's over 50 times     CHORUS