For darkness fills thy soul with such anguish such pain  I lack understanding of my torment  to die is my only salvation  from this life this emptiness I long for solitude  but my heart is black  black with hate and a feeling of loss    Save me I call to you for you are the darkness  my only happiness my only love  I dream of the shadows as they fill me with life  why cant this be so a dream so far  so very far away this ache is so strong    "As you departed so did my soul  in the place that you once lay  is an emptiness filled by pain  your spring sent once so sweet  now leaves me with a bitter smell  the tranquillity that once consumed me  is now over come by loss in this garden  I become stone as a dream of beauty and desire is lost. . ."    Why am I so alone I cant feel this way  I¹m so alone cant you wont you take me away. . .    Take me make me yours  soothe me the way only you could  I live in vain for without you I am nothing  sweet darkness take me into your shadows  tears they fall as the night it calls  help me find my self I don¹t know who I am  In this garden I become stone  as a dream of beauty and desire is lost. . .