For darkness fills thy soul with such anguish such pain   I lack understanding of my torment   to die is my only salvation   from this life this emptiness I long for solitude   but my heart is black   black with hate and a feeling of loss      Save me I call to you for you are the darkness   my only happiness my only love   I dream of the shadows as they fill me with life   why cant this be so a dream so far   so very far away this ache is so strong      "As you departed so did my soul   in the place that you once lay   is an emptiness filled by pain   your spring sent once so sweet   now leaves me with a bitter smell   the tranquillity that once consumed me   is now over come by loss in this garden   I become stone as a dream of beauty and desire is lost. . ."      Why am I so alone I cant feel this way   I?m so alone cant you wont you take me away. . .      Take me make me yours   soothe me the way only you could   I live in vain for without you I am nothing   sweet darkness take me into your shadows   tears they fall as the night it calls   help me find my self I don't know who I am   In this garden I become stone   as a dream of beauty and desire is lost. . .