I want to love bigger than I am   I want a hope bigger than I am   And I wanted to leave you bigger than I am      I wish I could lie to you    Just to put your mind at ease   I wish I could tell you the truth   with softer words than these   And I wish I could lay here forever   'til I understand   Bigger than I am      I'm sorry, I just think my nature    was set in motion in the beginning of time   like wave that starts    somewhere in the middle of the ocean   and I stand where it breaks over me    with the strength of 12,000 years   Bigger than I am      Well you broke through the ice   And now you're trying to figure out why its so cold here   Knowing where I ought to be, that does not make me there   But I am on my way. I want to love for love sake,   But I just started walking   Bigger than I am      And I'm not gonna stay here and act like I'm fine   I'm sorry I needed your love to learn about mine   I'm sorry if I blamed you. I know you're doing what you can   But all of this is bigger, this is bigger than I am       I am sorry, I just think my nature    was set in motion in the beginning of time   like wave that starts    somewhere in the middle of the ocean   and I stand where it breaks over me    with the strength of 12,000 years