My sweetness, what have you done?  Thinking awful thoughts of what you have become  My sweetness, turned yourself to hate  All the precious things you once said about my fate    My sickness, what have you become?  All these dark things stirring up at once  My sickness, it is now too late  To take back my dreams, cast this shadow away    Close the doors, turn out the light  Say goodbye, for the last time    My sickness used to be so sweet  I'm laughing at my own pathetic self defeat  My sweetness, you are so sick  Makes me wonder how I lived with all your shit    My insides torn up in shreds   Peel away the flesh, show my inner threads  My self left, so I wonder who is here  Telling you truths, but making it so unclear