And if i carved your name into my arms with wire  Would that spell out devotion?  Because right now i'm drowning in despair  This desolation, falling away from you was the hardest thing  I'll carry this scar forever    You're dead to me  Dead to me    Nothing will ever be the same  It always comes back to you  At which point will i break?  Cross my heart, hope to die    Memory  Decaying memory    Fashion this knife, thrust into our backs  Welcoming this blood to wash away our sins  And i'll never go back again    Small cracks; now breaks - now just pieces of you  Rattling in my empty chest  Off time and broken replacing the rhythm  And filling the void where the heart once was    I'm so sorry for what you did, but you cannot take it back