This will be the last time i ever try to pretend  That i can live in perfection    Stuck in between death and dream  Still i wonder "can this happen"  I am done reaching for the skies    A promise made - to your ghost i swore  All that i've done, i did for you    Stuck in between death and dream  This is my new name, i've made it for myself  I can only hope that my life could bring you joy    On my knees with my face on palms rested i watched as my world crumbled around me  The towers that we spent years building together were laid to ruin in an instant  I breathed deep in hopes of capturing one last particle of the memory of you to cling to as the dust settled around me  I need this memory    If i pick myself up off the ground to face this life  Where will i set my sights?  Am i in this all alone? will they know that i'm afraid?    A life foretold - one of misery    I'm not ready to die here, these dreams unfulfilled  With questions unanswered, to whom will i turn?