Rain! her ear to the door  The thunder is over  But this storm has just begun  And these clouds will LINGER  Fears race through her mind,each second eternal  Everything feels so final  All things fall into place,to be scattered again  The door swings open,she falls to the floor  All life now CHANGES    WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU DONE!!!  I was told I was the selfish one  I tried to model my life after yours  You've thrown it all away  I'm always a second behind you  I'm only a second behind you  Did you give any thought to this    Did you Think OF ME!  Hello did you miss me,did you think of me when you did this to yourself....  Selfishly want one more chance to hold you,kiss you,at least to say "GOODBYE"