I’m having my doubts  Bad thoughts are running through my brain  I said this wouldn’t  Happen to me  I feel the dark cloud  Coming over my head  It’s not supposed to rain today  At least that’s what he said    I know. I believe. I’m scared    This will be the last time  That I talk to you  Know in my heart  That it’s not true  Hope is the hardest  When it’s all that you have  My vision  Is turning blue    I know I’m safe  Cause you hold me in Your hands  Why do I regress?  I’ll never understand  Like angels and demons  Pulling on my heart  Please save me  I’m quite a baby    So much has changed in my life  I can see more clear  Than before  I want all that life has to offer  Even when I know  That it’s wrong