Thoughts of guillotines to sever memories  Instead of having you I sing to heal my needs  You fed me love, it eats me inside out  Purging myself... so I can go without    Make me, Break me, Daily dose I take thee  Sickness is my remedy I don't need this  QID    Stitch up my heart every waking day  Typical of scars they never seem to fade away  Scream out your name from oceans away  So many times, my throat is in decay    Thoughts of me surely faded   Apathy clearly stated   Heart beating so decrepit  My blood lukewarm and tepid  You were so overrated   I'd rather be sedated  Things got too complicated  Rushed when I should have waited    L.A. to Atlantic...I'm becoming frantic  New York to Pacific...this pain is so specific