Called you on your private number   Left a message on your mobile phone   Even tried the operator   When I call, no one's home   Trying just so hard to reach you   Try to keep this thing alive   You are the woman I need to speak to   Didn't you know there's a monster inside     If you're gonna carry on then deep inside   I'll give my heart to the winter   If you leave I'll take this blade to carve your name into my ugliness     So I went and sat in the Crystal Palace   By the plastic dinosaurs   In my pocket was a piece of paper   And the writing look like yours   Starting picking thru' our conversations   Kicking thru' the rotten leaves   Never realize the implication   Didn't you know there's a monster in me     If you're gonna carry on then deep inside   I'll give my heart to the winter   If you leave I'll take this blade to carve your name into my ugliness     Summer's gone and there's no sun what have I done   I lost my love to the winter   Now my heart is cold and dark what have I done I've given our love away