I'm lying to myself.    Assuming that I had your heart.   And I wish I had the courage to say...      That it's alright, it's okay.    You're not special anyway.   I'm not scared, I won't cry.    I don't need you here tonight.       [chorus]   But it always hurts so much.    Everytime you walk away from me.   And I don't know why I sit here patiently;    Waiting here...      ...For a love I'll never know.      I'm crying to myself.    Cause I know you're no longer mine.   And now since I've been on my own I can't say....      That I'm alright, I'm okay.    I don't miss you anyway.   It didn't hurt, I didn't die,   When you ran out of my life.