That night I hung up the phone    Tears were rolling down my eyes   All I had was the comfort of my best friends.    The next day left alone.       I watched the Lions game.    Anything to get my mind off of you.   I didn't care who won; I already lost.      Remembering those words that I deserved better than you.       I tried to say grace before dinner,    but what do I have to be thankful for?    A heart ripped to shreds with the knife    left at the foot of my door.       Thanksgiving dinner never tasted so bitter   I wanted to throw it up and send it to you   Just to give you a reminder of how it feels   To destroy someone's holiday.       I went to turn on the TV.    Home Alone was on, how fitting.   I tried to laugh but couldn't find a reason why.    Still left wondering why.       Black Friday never fit so perfect   It felt like a part of me just died.   Seeing happy couples blissfully step through the stores.    I just wanted to rip out my eyes.       Deep in a box, I buried a picture of you.    Hoping to never see it again.    It still pops up sometimes.    And a tear still rolls down my eyes.       Winter never felt so cold.