It's cold tonight  And I can feel it closing in  Alone I ride and I can  Taste her on the wind  The dimming light as  Darkness kills another day  I close my eyes and pray    Kill yourself just to  Feel like you're alive  It's hard to laugh when the  Truth is all that's left behind    The waking dawn washes  All the sins of night  Alone again thinking about  When things were right  And pushing on get so numb  Just to survive  I close my eyes and pray    I've seen the world  As she folds her hand  You know it brings me down  Makes it hard to say  With all the things you had to lose  It's killing you  The scale that weighs again today