those hours... those memories   the feelings that we shared   loyalty has become meaningless   in relation to what you've dared   in relation to what you've dared!    i needed someone to talk to   someone who had faith in me   now there's no one i can turn to   without risking my integrity   you got no soul   no respect for the other   you never cared   so why should i bother?    why should i bother?    i gave you all i had to give   couldn't give you all you needed   you cut me open   watched me as i bleeded   it's easy to forgive   but it's so hard to forget   it's easier to see how   trust becomes regret   regret!    it's never been like this   i've never felt like this before   my wounds are so deep   the pain i can't ignore   you've gone too far   too far for far too long   take your stand   we'll see if you'll come along   you played yourself foul   and i can't even wish you well   drop dead motherfucker   for the lies you tell