Sometimes, I cant handle the cold   Ill break another heart too fragile to hold   Love dies, Im standing alone,   painting false hopes is a habit Ive grown   Come find, why I said I dont love you   and instead I was humbled and content with the struggle   That you gave me, and said that I was crazy   Words became chains and love became safety   I saw trust until I lost the view...   And then I lost faith in us like I always do   I refused, to complement your weakness   Through all our ups and downs til I was sea-sick   ...Flashbacks I remember so well, we both held   In November, when the snow fell   But that changed, you were not a friend to me   I distorted and soon I lost identity   And when we fought and I tried to break the innocence   You said lies, and I became a hypocrite   You tried to hold the sadness when you grabbed tight   (But I moved on from the shadows of our past life)   You said you couldn't live if I ran away   But part of me died, anyway, when I had to stay   In a storm that I saw in groundview   And I couldn't find the I (eye), it was all about U (you)      Year One! I felt the dear sun   A brand new hope before the tears come   Year two! I see In clear view   Ashamed of myself when I am near you   Year three! I watch the stars fade   Im a zombie whos walking through a heartache   Year four! Youre forever away and the sun now shines as my memories fade      All the feelings I have are hard to word   I cant see the problem, my vision starts to blur   Into an image of a violent struggle   Of a slow suicide since the time I loved you   Id, gladly die if youd pacify   But you need too many things that I cant provide, so   You looked for it inside another's arms   Lied through ya teeth and cried that nothings wrong   (It didn't stop) all the cryin in public   Or telling me Im not the only guy you were fuckin!   But I gave in to all my fears instead   The only thing that ran more than me (were the tears you shed)   When you told me you cut inside ya flesh   Youre depressed and youd rather die instead   I could feel my heart tear to bits   (The first time Ive cried ever since my parents split)   And I knew, there was no you and I   I kissed you goodbye, it felt like suicide   Ob a bond that was made to sever   When I turned my back on you and wouldn't face the weather   And for a moment, it felt like nothing mattered   Theres givers and theres takers, and youre just the latter   I needed help but I got a struggle   When I fell to pieces you couldn't solve the puzzle   (We wept in puddles) til we were lost at sea   (With regretful struggles) and a faded promise ring   Your hands were full cuz you seemed to hold grudges   While I chased both of our dreams through rosebushes, in November      Year One! I felt the dear sun   A brand new hope before the tears come   Year two! I see In clear view   Ashamed of myself when I am near you   Year three! I watch the stars fade   Im a zombie whos walking through a heartache   Year four! Youre forever away and the sun now shines as my memories fade      I couldn't think to hold a single hope   So I pressed on my luck until my fingers broke   Im treading steps through quicksand of past love   To find closure from ice shoulders and hands touch   And my mind is still plagued with the fragrances   Of pain and bliss, and razorblades you made me grip   When Id watch ya face with teary eyes   And I had to cut myself so I could feel alive, but   I found a place where the weather is much better now   In greener pastures, where the rain is never out   And ya face is replaced by another   November's leaves stay, but have changed for the summer   (and my) hope meddles (where I) go settle   In the line that blurs from love to rose petals   And the silence hurt, so I just followed through   On a beaten street, never reaching peaks which I saw in you   And now I see that you just took me for granted   Had a diamond in the rough and you still took me for granite   Cuz in November we gazed at sea scapes   With each wave, symbolizing things that wed make   Love and war we were born as keepsakes   To underscore loves accord when peace breaks, In November