I fucked someone with words, broke a promise.   You forgave but you won't forget.    I pray the day will come when you see I was numb   'till you burned me with your cigarette.      But each fight leaves my vocal chords shattered.   I sing with my gums spiked with glass.   I pray and I beg like a dog,   hump your leg 'till you spay my sorry, broke ass,      Singing:   Why do you always have to push me far away from you?   All I want is to stay with you.   So naive, each time you leave.   I always still believe in you.   Know that I'm holding you down   Now you're out on the town   The courage you found is spitting in spite of me   Leaving me dead on the ground      Cater to me or I'll punch myself until my face is blue.   Later you'll be just as sorry as me for the things you do       If I'm an arrogant prick shitting out heart attacks   Then you're the queen of the damned: feelingless, devoid of tact.   Hey I'm the crazy one here!   I'm dying of a deep regret.      But i can't stand these nights I've spent alone, awake, begging   Tearing my face apart like cheap leggings.   I'm sorry, my love, I'm gone   you keep egging this on.      What did I just do?   Pack my shit up and go, I'm getting wasted.   Pack my shit up and go, I'm gonna face this.    What did I just do?