Feel the cold hands upon me   Recollection of my betrayal      My betrayal!      It is not the pain inside yourself   That tears the deepest wounds      I drift along suspended in shadows   Cold memories escape the haze   With sobriety comes recollection      It is not the pain inside yourself   That tears the deepest wounds      It is the pain that you create   That shreds your very soul      A specter of despair   Built on good intentions      It is not the pain inside yourself   That tears the deepest wounds      It is the pain that you create   That shreds your very soul