I am sheltered by this apathy   Nothing left to do but torch the day   Retreating deeper into my mind   What is it that I hope to find?      This is the aftermath in me   Tendency to keep it all inside   A fool’s disguise      I am strangled my this sympathy   Empty words with no meaning   Must release myself into the void   All illusions must be destroyed      This is the aftermath in me   Tendency to keep it all      How dare you compromise   The balance of our lives   Excuses you devise   An internal suicide      I struggle to survive   A perfect goal for which to strive   Ignorance cannot disguise   The balance of our lives   Hiding the meaning of   Hiding the meaning of