When I am older than all these goddamned hills   And there's no reason for my mind to be still      Oh, how I'll feel like a beautiful child again   Such a beautiful child again      When I have finally found my room filled with toys   Be banging on my crib excited with noise      Oh, how I'll feel like a beautiful child   Such a beautiful child again      And when there's nothing to gain   Or bring me pain or pin the blame   On you or myself      And when they finally fall   These wailing walls and burning crosses   God's twilight and all      How I'll feel like a beautiful child   Such a beautiful child again